Ta-Nehisi Coates is
posed an interesting question by one of his readers. As a black man who struggled in his youth, yet who is now a successful, senior editor at the Atlantic, what kind of address would he give to a class of graduating seniors at a poor, disadvantaged high school. His reply emphasizes that - and he has given a number of talks to
schools - he doesn't think stern admonitions or cliches about working hard would find much traction. Instead, he writes that what is most important is speaking of a sense of personal interest in education, of ownership.
I am doubtful that I could have been shamed into making better choices.
Some people probably can be. There's was plenty of shaming around me as a
child. But I did not take education seriously until I saw something in
it for me, aside from what everyone else thought.
Some people are great speakers, and great speeches can be given, and I won't begrudge anyone for putting out a positive message. But I can only be reminded that these kids need more than messaging.
I've recently given up teaching because after a handful of years of
teaching at schools with screwed up priorities, where my classes have
been filled overwhelmingly with students with severely dysfunctional
attitudes towards authority and their own education, I came way too
close to having more than one nervous breakdown. I had to leave for my
own sanity.
I feel like I have my own idea of what those teachers might say, but I
don't know. Maybe they were terrible teachers who were disrespectful
to their students and had no compassion. Maybe, like me, they were too
forgiving and let the students walk all over them - despite my best
efforts, I am just not that strict, authoritarian. Such a style would
seem to be the only way of working in such a dysfunctional institutional
structure.
I worked for two years at a continuation school, where kids got sent
after essentially failing the first two years of high school, and
demonstrating they couldn't be productive members of a general
population environment (fighting, talking back, doing drugs, etc.). On a
hierarchy of needs, these kids needed something much more basic than
content: they needed emotional healing, a quiet place to escape negative
social norms (parents and peers were often sociopathic), and someone to
listen and talk with them.
Unfortunately, the NCLB/reform movement has
been all about destroying the old ways teachers might have had to dealt
with such students (who, let's be clear, are the real drivers of the
achievement gap and are by and large a product of poverty and social
dysfunction at a structural level - neighborhoods, jobs, etc.). My
principal wanted to see over 90% "engagement" during direct instruction
lessons to students who hadn't earned credit in years, and who spoke
openly in class about been abused at home, daily hardcore drug abuse
(often in the hands of their parents), violence, and wave after wave of
teen pregnancy. And yet, the principal literally had us analyzing test
score data in staff meetings!
So as a teacher maybe of similar students myself, I wonder if my
comments wouldn't come in the form of an apology for a royally fucked up
system which doesn't really care for them, in terms of actually trying
to offer help to them that they would need. Words? They need
more than words.
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